Today I’m not feeling very inspired at all.
Piano compositions aren’t coming together the way I’d like and when I told the wife this, she said "if you just tried a little harder, your stuff would be better quality" and then she apologized because she thought she hurt my feelings. Maybe it did hurt my feelings a little I don’t know.
I remember she once said "You’ve got so much talent but you release all this shit out into the world" meaning the droney or space ambient stuff which she doesn’t believe it really takes any talent at all to compose. She said "I can hold a key down on the keyboard for an hour and call it music too".
So one time I said "okay, go ahead, create me an ambient drone". She said "I’ll play the keyboard but you have to do all the audio processing". I said "that’s part of the creation so you’ll have to figure out how to do it all". She never did take me up on that opportunity to support her silly claim that it doesn’t take talent to do ambient.